#he is so mentally unwell
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very small detail in mystery spot… but the very first tuesday sam goes to brush his teeth and there’s toothpaste like all over the tube and it’s mostly empty. and he looks at dean like “seriously?” and dean shrugs. then after dean dies, during the montage of sam living alone on his revenge mission, there’s a shot of him brushing his teeth and the toothpaste tube is clean. the trunk is organized, the photos on the wall are lined up, the guns are spotless, the bed is made. the toothpaste tube is clean. dean was always the one who made the motel room a home, made it messy, made it lived in. there’s no mess. there’s no dean. sam doesn’t know how to do that. he’s never needed to. maybe never even noticed that’s what dean was doing; he was too busy complaining about his dirty clothes being everywhere.
it is so extremely codependent how sam’s ocd behaviours spike when dean is gone. like dean is his emotional support animal. “we keep each other human” in a very non-supernatural way. sam can only function on a normal level if he knows dean is ok. no one and nothing can drag sam out of that spiral other than dean, because there’s no reason to get out of the spiral if dean isn’t there. sam calls dean selfish for making the deal not because sam wouldn’t do the same thing, but because the prospect of living without dean is hell to him.
#UAGH and then at the end he looks at the two unmade beds#he is so mentally unwell#the codependency brothers <3#that isn’t rlly how ocd works but go with it#it drives me so crazy how it seems like sam doesn’t even tell him…#he doesn’t want to have dean worry about him#when he just needs to focus on making sure dean doesn’t die#samdean#obsessive sam#mars.txt#liveblogging from mars#s3#psychotically irrationally erotically
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FNAF movie Vanessa was out of pocket for this one..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa fnaf#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#mike schmidt#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#More Vanessa thoughts comics!!#NOW I have drawn this scene before but this part also tuck out to me#VANESSA throwing away Mike’s sleeping pills was wild of her#EVEN before I knew her whole deal with William this part stuck out BAHA#this is Vanessa’s one uncalled for action in the whole movie#I GET why she probably did it was so he couldn’t get closer to the truth about her father etc#but Mike is not only mentally unwell but financially too 💀#he probably needed those Vanessa#I WONDER if she felt bad after like oops he may of needed those 💀💀💀#still love her though we all have our flaws 🙏🏾🩵
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I know many people have said it. I know everyone knows. But I'm going to say it again.
Andrew never intended to survive the car crash.
ANDREW NEVER INTENDED TO SURVIVE THE CAR CRASH.
#he didnt plan to live#at that point he was so mentally unwell that it didnt matter to him if he lived or died#as long as aaron was okay#because aaron was the only thing he had that was worth dying for#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#the foxhole court#aaron minyard#tilda minyard
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was reading Sherlock holmes and this popped into my head
#I’m fine with writers doing something different with a character but they keep making them weirdly mean for no reason#please stop mischaracterizing the blorbos#Sherlock is not a heartless machine of a man. he has allot of compassion he just has trouble properly expressing it.#Why do they keep making him emotionless and broody#well the broody is accurate#stop making him mean to Watson that’s his hypeman bestie soulmate he would kill and die for#And he has a sense of humor. he’s described laughing giggling or chuckling in the books allot. Especially at his own jokes#Batman is a genuinely good person who cares about the people around him and also the entirety of Gotham#He cares about his mentally unwell villains and wants them to get the help they need#And he also doesn’t kill. Under any circumstance. That’s a big part of his character idk how anyone could miss that#the mischaracterization of Batman is so bad it’s effecting the comics#It’s spreading like a infection#Superman is sweet and kind and full of love for humanity#he’s ridiculously powerful and uses that power to selflessly help others#most importantly he’s just a farmboy from Kansas#Not that deep into Superman lore sorry#There’s hope for the future of Superman and Batman movies#which is nice#Sherlock holmes#acd sherlock#Superman#batman#Dc
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Spencer Reid let's you draw on his hands, he goes to work with stars and hearts drawn all over them, by the end of the day they're faded but not completely gone and they're replaced by brand new doodles by the next morning. Sometimes Spencer let's you draw on his arms, he obviously doesn't wear short sleeves but before he leaves for a case he'll let you draw on his arms since he's so meticulous about germs and the drawings on his hands will be gone within a day. He likes having them there and being able to see your love for him :(. I feel like he'd eventually end up getting a tattoo of something you draw him(a few years down the line probably). He doesn't like needles for obvious reasons but eventually he's had enough of your art fading off of his skin, and you go through pens like crazy which doesn't help. He just loves you so much he let's you do whatever you want to him 🫠
#star child speaks#star child is very gay#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid criminal minds#dr spencer reid#spencer reid fanfiction#im mentally unwell#spencer reid x reader#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds x you#i love him#WJSIEIEI#hes so fine#i wanna draw all over him#UGH#x reader#x artist!reader
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If only Ivan had ever been honest with Till, like, fucking hell. Then again, it isn’t as if Till was completely forthright with Ivan either but he wears his emotions on his face, he’s so much easier to read. Now, I cant help but read Till’s revulsion in Round 6 (to Ivan kissing him) as instinct, Till is flinching away, he’s surprised, he doesn’t know what’s happening, what is Ivan doing? Ivan reads that as hatred, as anger, because of course he does but if anything, it’s confusion, desperation to get free and demand an answer.
Till’s immediate reaction to most things is shock/confusion, and he defaults to fight over flight or freeze. He has a slow reaction time, it takes him a minute to fully understand something (which I can relate to) and so he’s not the fastest on his feet even if he’s fucking smart. Ivan reads that lack of immediacy as hesitation because for him, it is, he’s quick witted and it doesn’t take him very long to formulate any kind of plan.
In today’s comic, Till’s immediate reaction to Ivan's question is confusion and horror. Then, as he processes the information, he calms and placates Ivan with the concept of a birthday kiss, likely because they both know that Ivan doesn’t have a birthday. Ultimately, he’s distracted, annoyed by Ivan for being unwilling to give it up, and he doesn’t give much weight to Ivan’s words. But oh my fucking god, he isn’t opposed. To be honest, I think Till just assumes Ivan is joking because “oh that’s just how Ivan is, it doesn’t mean anything” but it does because Ivan is a fucking moron.
I can’t read Ivan and Till’s love as anything other than mutual, now. I mean, of course, Ivan is romantically, head over heels hopeless in love with Till but, Till loves Ivan too, and I don’t think it’s familial or even fully platonic. I think Till could have loved Ivan in the way Ivan wanted, if Ivan had given him the chance. If Ivan actually talked to him about it like a normal person, they could’ve actually had something. Can you imagine? If Ivan had said something instead of just dancing around it for infinity, they could’ve been happy.
But they never got that chance. Because Ivan didn’t think that was in the cards for him, because Till was too blind to see what was right in front of him, they are both doomed to die alone.
#im not okay tbh!#i am mentally unwell but like that is unrelated to this#my boy just wanted to be wanted but he never said that so no one but him ever knew and he viewed that as a rejection#autism go brrr#alnst#alien stage#ivantill#alnst ivan#alnst till#rocktalks
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played mushroom oasis. i desperately need more of him
#the design the personality hes so appealing to me i wanna bite him#he may be mentally unwell and manipulative but uhhh shroom amirite.#the game's written so well too I NEED MOREEE#mushroom oasis vn#mushroom oasis#mychael fanart#mushroom oasis mychael#mychael x mc#fanart#my art#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#oc#mychael#deerspherestudios#visual novel
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Soooooo Monster Clover Swap au? I think that'd be a fun and silly little idea if you want, imagine the new shenanigans that could occur! (And also maybe seeing you draw Chujin again since he has not been drawn since Monster Clover was first revealed (not including mine), trust me I checked)
ok so i couldnt think of how to make it specifically monster clover so i. think i just made a swap au by accident??
#asked and answered#undertale yellow#uty swap au#i realize i could have just done an amalg clover and a revivedmonster kanako but i. am thorough. and you wanted chujin so i drew chujin :]#erm i am a little obsessed with mt swap chujin i made on the fly….. unfortunately i had to kill my fav (the roba) but. hopefully a maniacal#mad scientist is an ok replacement?? he is so mentally unwell
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it’s almost like looking in a mirror
( get this kid help he’s too young to be having daddy issues this severe )
#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#hazel wells#devzel#fairly oddparents#fopanw#fop fanart#heavily inspired by the scene with Hunter from the owl house#and yes curly-haired dev truther here that boy needs to throw away that hair gel before he goes prematurely bald#side note I love teen hazel’s outfits so much in growing pains#she got that shit ON#but I love the skrunklies#my art#mentally I am unwell#so I wanted to make dev angst#and I haven’t drawn devzel in ages so I thought that would be a nice little treat
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The thoughts in my head right now….
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heatwave and optimus are such an underrated comedic duo. every single time they are in the same vicinity as each other everything immediately goes to shit. this is i think because they are both primus's blorbos, and in true blorbo fashion, must suffer. greatly. anyway this leads to some very fun interactions such as:
heatwave, newly appointed leader of like every rescue bot, on his first day as a secret alien on earth, immediately deciding he wants to leave right after accepting optimus's orders. and when he can't do that, he starts talking to people because he has no fear i guess.
optimus prime, leader of the cybertronian race, chosen by primus, and guy who says "nothing much, double dutch" in response to an extremely casual greeting in a very formal situation in front of his child (heatwave), presumably to embarrass said child.
heatwave, recent student of optimus's old friend who is a respected and decorated war veteran as well as a long time rescue bot, calling optimus (WHO IS FRIENDS WITH THIS GUY) just to bitch at him.
optimus prime, protector of civilians and humanity, fully prepared to watch a game show (created by blades and chase) in which a human child gets electrocuted. (there was a misunderstanding involving the term "lightning round" in trivia).
heatwave, rescue team leader, assigned to protect humans, straight up just driving off a cliff into the ocean with no warning, with his human partner who is screaming, all to win a race.
optimus prime, by now nearly a godlike figure, adopted father of all the rescue bots, also a terrible communicator, ghosting his kids for four years (get it. ghost. bc he died.) and then not explaining ever.
like literally i could go on but they are total messes and it's hilarious. where is all the content of incredibly chaotic and weird father daughter bonding for heatwave and optimus. they are so funny.
(yes i meant to type daughter bc heatwave gives off eldest daughter energy ok. no other reason for the shit he pulls.)
#tfrb#rescue bots#transformers rescue bots#transformers aligned#tfp#rid2015#tfrb heatwave#tfrb optimus#tfp optimus prime#tf aligned continuity#transformers#they r such a shitty father daughter duo#i think optimus is just too bad at opening up to actually be normal about anything ever.#heatwave can in theory open up but chooses not to because he doesn't like the vibes#i think the sheer power of having the two most overpowered mentally unwell radical bots in the same room could kill someone#probably in rba they use that#like by that time they've both emotionally grown but they r still little weirdos#so they can just girlboss it up and no one can stop them#yeah. idk#heatwave is my pookie bear and optimus is babygirl (esp in tfrb) so i'm giving them the fucked up dynamic they deserve
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jealousy really is the driving force of DamiTim as a ship. love that for them. love how Tim has the Robin mantle ripped away from him and he has to suffer the jealousy of watching Dick and Damian bond. how possessive over Dick Tim can be, to have him stolen by Dick.
even more so though, is the jealousy from Damian. how on earth do you cope when you finally get to be Robin, a role you've convinced is your birthright, and no one really likes you? every prefers the Robin who came before you? Dick regularly reminds you that he can always go and call Tim back when you act out? like the complex Damian has over Tim is unreal. Tim, who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and had everything handed to him his whole life. he never had to struggle or fight for his place like Damian did. Damian has spent his whole life fighting and proving himself, and yet he can't ever seem to truly claw the mantle of Robin away from Tim. even when Tim lets it go, becomes Red Robin, they seem to share it. Tim can slip back into the role of Robin whenever someone like Dick or Bruce need him to, because *he's* the Robin who they need. he's the Robin who was able to find Bruce. he's the Robin that Ra's wants an heir out of. he's the Robin who even Jason respects. in Damian's eyes, everything Damian has fought tooth and nail for, was handed to Tim.
so of course he's going to react to Tim with violence and aggression, especially after finding out Tim has contingency plans for him. no matter how much Damian proves himself, he's never going to be enough, especially not to Tim. and so his deep refusal to see Tim as family, to acknowledge Tim's legacy is all driven by such an angry jealousy. Tim understands aspects of Bruce's legacy that Damian doesn't, like the need to sweet talk and play nice with the elites of Gotham, even if they're corrupt. they exemplify different aspects of Robin, and the aspects that Tim exemplifies are the aspects that Damian knows he'll never fully understand and therefore holds such a deep contempt for. he wants to fight criminals, not play nice with politicians. Tim understands the side of Gotham that's utterly foreign to Damian. if anything, he represents that side of Gotham, to Damian. a pretty little rich boy who's nothing but a know-it-all and not a real son of Bruce. he can't be a Wayne. he can't be Damian's family.
and all of that angry jealousy leading to unhealthy obsession turned a weird, angry crush from Damian is just my bread and butter. that is how DamiTim should be. to me. Damian obsessed over hating Tim Drake so much he accidentally ends up sort of in love with him and that only makes Damian angrier. because he can't prove everyone right by *also* liking Tim. he can't let Ra's win like that, because frankly why wouldn't Ra's be delighted by Damian and Tim getting together. and it builds and builds with angry passive aggression towards Tim that culminates in angry hate-fucking-that's-not-just-driven-by-hate. love and hate are always viewed as opposites in shipping and i think they're the same intense passion just in different directions. and for the best ships, they're very intertwined. what is DamiTim is not the peak of that. "i put so much of myself into hating you i had no choice but to fall in love with you somewhere along the way" core. love that bleeds into hate and hate that bleeds into love. "you make me so angry i regularly passively try to kill you but not with any real effort because who would i obsess over if you were actually gone" core. murder attempts as a form of courting. contingency plans to take each other out as a love language. they're unwell.
#necrotic festerings#damitim#timdami#tim drake x damian wayne#damian wayne x tim drake#also possibly a hint of dicktim at the beginning there#i have yelled at my partner about them nonstop#so i had to put the thoughts into a tumblr post to give them peace.#i clearly favor tim in my ships we don't need to talk about it#tim drake is so weird he makes everyone else weird about him by proxy.#like sir contain that aura it's making everyone mentally ill.#i'm not a hamilton girlie at all which is why it makes me so mad Wait For It is SUCH good song for damian#like that song just IS his complex over tim#whether canon or shipping#this pulls from a variety of canon btw#like yeah mostly pre-flashpoint#but i do think the fact that in current comics canon tim keeps defaulting back to being robin#must make damian SO mentally unwell#like oh that does not help your jealousy complex does it.#and the thoughts of tim understanding the elite in ways damian doesn't are inspired by the boy wonder (2024)#which GOD is the first modern comic to fucking understand how tim and damian actually feel about each other#in a way that isn't either cartoonishly evil or makes them make up too easily#ugh. juni ba your mind.#anyway the complex damian has over tim. is fucking wild.#bc like everyone uses it to woobify poor tim for being attacked by big mean damian#which first of all stop taking panels out of context#second of all#dude no WONDER damian has a complex. i'd hate tim's ass too!!!#when i was reading batman & robin (2009) and dick casually says he can still call tim when damian acts out#what kind of threat IS that dick. sir.
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💤💤💤 (I want the crozier body pillow to be reallll)
#hes suppose to be doing a sexy pose#except hes an old man so hes taking a nap#the terror#crozier#terror art#no no im glad i drew this#now when someone asks about my mental health situation#i can show them this and theyll have a picture perfect snapshot of where im at#i want the crozier dakimakura#the spot between where his waistcoat ends and his trousers begin#the bit of shirt sticking out#im unwell#my art
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The existence of sqq’s mushroom body raises the obvious question of “can binghe eat the mushroom body”. I think that he can and should, but we’re all overlooking the bigger picture. Could and would binghe eat sqq’s original body if he were able to stay in the mushroom body afterwards
#svsss#this is important to me do you think he would#shizun is alive and well in a new body with incredible cultivation (gets rid of without a cure guilt)#if he could stay in there permanently then like. would he do it#I think sqq would find it odd but binghe can explain anything and make sqq think it’s adorable so#I think he might have to be like 3 degrees more mentally unwell but he might#bingqiu#<- this is romantic cannibalism
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I love DrRetro, Pest and Bive as a trio SO MUCH guys
PEST is an individual who clearly doesn’t want to deepen his relationship with the people of the elevator (biggest example being Poob, who tries TOO MUCH). But there’s DrRetro, dialogue between her and Pest imply they are closer, and quite know each other from BEFORE (they is canon facts that DrRetro have busted Pest out of prison!). PEST IS MORE LOOSE WITH THE WAY HE TALKS WITH HER, IT’S SO SPECIAL TO ME
Bive might not be as canon awesomeness as I like to think. But in a moment where Pest needed someone to LISTEN about some ‘dream parasite’ he immediately came to her… he recognized her as an actual detective!!!!!!!!!! Canon information that Bive also doesn’t trust Pest, BUT UPON A COMMON ENEMY THEY GO AGAINST IT TOGETHER RAHAHEHHEGFHG
MY BELOVED DREAM PARASITE INVESTIGATORS TRIO YOU’LL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS 2 ME
#IsaSpeaks#NO ONE GETS MEEE#NO ONE GETS ME HOW A DOCTOR LOOKS AFTER TWO QUITE MENTALLY UNWELL INDIVIDUALS AAA#i think pest n Bive would make good friends#it 100% starts as them using the other to gain benefit out of their own investigations#ah but wait. it’s quite okay-ish to stand next to each other doing nothing#I guess this cleptomaniac beetle isn’t so bad! he gathers research for me#and this self proclaimed conspiracy theorist hairball thing IS fucking right about some things. and she will take secrets to her GRAVE#this post is very ‘no ship’ but if yall wanna hear me out on Detectivebeetle or RetroBive come closer#they’re special to me :)#I’m neutral towards DrRetro/Pest bc I see their relationship much more platonic & with a mother-son relationship than anything#Roblox#regretevator#roblox regretevator#regretevator roblox#DrRetro#drretro regretevator#regretevator drretro#pest#pest regretevator#regretevator pest#Bive#bive regretevator#regretevator bive
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Had this idea for Brain and shoulder angel+devil thing for a while
And this bit because I hate him
#pinky and the brain#animaniacs#i like that this could low-key imply that on some subconscious level brain does view himself as the person who's ruining his own life#and he doesn't believe good can naturally come from within him so his conscience isn't even in the form of himself but of pinky#boom! a pinch of self hatred#i am mentally unwell
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